My body is failing me,
the worst thing is,
I have no idea how much longer,
or how shortly,
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After hours on the computer
and an empty stomach as I had skipped the dinner my dad made (which tasted awful),
I was ready to hit the covers,
but I had earlier on promised my mum to help her with the laundry.
My head was spinning and it felt like I was going to faint any sooner
(I suspected it to be due to low sugar level)
Got my sister to help instead and I went to bed,
thinking that tonight may be the last night I am spending on earth.

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before I wake,
I pray the Lord my soul to take.

This afternoon,
after lunch with mother,
we were taking the path towards home,
I felt nauseated,
my body was under quite a lot of pain
and I had no idea if I wanted to vomit or take the food down.
The same thing happened not long ago,
mummy is getting worried,
she didnt even laugh when I joked, saying that I may be pregnant.
By the way, I.AM.NOT.ANOREXIC.

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
See me safely through the night,
And wake me with the morning light.